I've waited/for so long now/waited for the answer
That only you could give
(Wasn't I worth it? Why wasn't I worth it?)
Enough with excuses I'm tired of hearing
Everything that comes out of your mouth is a lie
But you still want me to trust you
Why can’t you be a man and tell the truth
Or is that quite simply just too much to ask for
You breathe, you lie
A coward’s heart has reached the end of the line
Oh ages, I have wasted
Waiting for the day when you would come for me
I'm jaded, I fucking hate this
Watching me become what you have always been
It was a conscious decision you made then
So find another excuse (so find another excuse)
To justify all of your actions I know you're good at those
I am the product of your inner essence
And this goes further than blood
All your fears, all your lies, insecurities
They have found a new host
(A brand new host)
I fucked up, yeah I fucked up
Is this not the way you had intended?
This was never a part of the plan
(It’s bad luck, I was bad luck)
Oh I know you feel it too
But I'm the one left fighting
The demons that you never could
Father (Father)
Can you hear me? (Can you hear me?)
I am screaming (I am screaming)
I can't be you I won't be you
Oh ages I have wasted all this time waiting for
For you to come for me for you to fucking love me
I’m jaded I fucking hate this I hate this
What you have always been
I will survive/with or without/you at my side/I will fight
The only thing that we have in common is in our DNA
I will survive, With or without, You at my side, I will fight
I will fight
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